I lost my Nana.. after the relaps her organs failed and she never made it. Aunty Tanya & Uncle Anton are fighting with the rest of us.. But i'm not interested in adults being childish.. I got to see Nana before she left in a rather good condition.. My mom and Aunty Sonya - not so much, she had all these machines on her and passed away while they were there praying for her.
FAMILY ON OUPIE AND NANA'S SIDE
ME AND AMY AND DALWIN
The table for the ceremony we held, nana had to be cremated..
How sad I've been feeling is because family should always stick together but my cousins are being messed up now..
The new shop is rather nice, the hair is interesting but its all new staff except me..
Steiner didn't work out.. Some people turned around and said no, its like slave work, dont want you to go.. So i prayed and cried a lot to find some direction..
And so something crawled up my leg, an idea my cousin gave me, she stays in Ohio US, and if i can get work, i can maybe go over there and work, and hopefully travel as well. So i'm going to continue with the planning and if its meant to be, i'll be seeing my cousins soon.
I just miss my family a lot - i guess,. because i have been rather blou.. i miss my old friends.. and i am just tired..
My mum had a breast reduction on my 22nd birthday and im so tired, i have to bathe her and dress her wounds nightly, and i feel like i dont get to have "fun" anymore..
I also found another cat so now i have 5 of those..
These are my other babies:
Minuke
oorkies
Ginger
Mr Fluffy Pants
But i must say - if it wasnt for only a few people i see often, i think i would have gone totally and completely bonkers...
I AM CONTENT
