some time after the funeral until now 12 June 2014

So yes, its been some time.. In the past few months I went on holiday to Mozambique with the family my JellyBean, my best is Jc and boeta Hen3 with Lali... And it was such a blast!

But also we said bye to Nana & Oupie. I think it formed some sort of closure to spread their ashes into the ocean.. Knowing that they will be everywhere..

We went out one night and my dad had the floor, fave such a lovely speech.. And we all assisted in scattering them in to the water.. We then started to light a lantern and sing songs we remembered they liked....

And I have been back at work since then...

This Saturday I'll be attending a bridal kitchen tea... A lot of the people I know are getting engaged now, think it's just this weather.. I'm happy for them though! Happy that they are happy and have so much joy in their lives now.. But its not for me just yet.. I believe that marriage isn't a fairytale we all think it is.

So my fuzzy Shauny and his waifu Willa were here a few weeks ago from London. Was so good to see them! 

And my sis had number 4 - yay! Little Cobain. And CareBear is in New Zealand.. 

So yeah... That's me updated.. 

                       

                                                        I am content!

Post 12 14Aug-11Feb 2014

So yes.. To be honest... I''ve gone through a rough patch..

I lost my Nana.. after the relaps her organs failed and she never made it. Aunty Tanya & Uncle Anton are fighting with the rest of us.. But i'm not interested in adults being childish.. I got to see Nana before she left in a rather good condition.. My mom and Aunty Sonya - not so much, she had all these machines on her and passed away while they were there praying for her.

FAMILY ON OUPIE AND NANA'S SIDE

ME AND AMY AND DALWIN

The table for the ceremony we held, nana had to be cremated..

How sad I've been feeling is because family should always stick together but my cousins are being messed up now..

The new shop is rather nice, the hair is interesting but its all new staff except me..


Steiner didn't work out.. Some people turned around and said no, its like slave work, dont want you to go.. So i prayed and cried a lot to find some direction..
And so something crawled up my leg, an idea my cousin gave me, she stays in Ohio US, and if i can get work, i can maybe go over there and work, and hopefully travel as well. So i'm going to continue with the planning and if its meant to be, i'll be seeing my cousins soon.

I just miss my family a lot - i guess,. because i have been rather blou.. i miss my old friends.. and i am just tired..

My mum had a breast reduction on my 22nd birthday and im so tired, i have to bathe her and dress her wounds nightly, and i feel like i dont get to have "fun" anymore..

I also found another cat so now i have 5 of those..

So meet Kitty Glitter - She's the only white one we have....

These are my other babies:
Minuke                                                              

oorkies

Ginger      

Mr Fluffy Pants



                                         

But i must say - if it wasnt for only a few people i see often, i think i would have gone totally and completely bonkers...

I AM CONTENT